Nervous
So here I am - 1 day before NaNoWriMo (national novel writing month) begins. I was planning on getting a little head start on it today at work, but for some reason I am really nervous! Writing a novel is a daunting task, hence this challenge to help you get started. Yet I am still nervous! Even though my own personal goal isn't necessarily the 50,000 words, I feel like I need to be the best. Like that of Kathryn Stockett or Nixon Picoult or JK Rowling. I have to keep reminding myself it's ok to not have it perfect off the bat...to write a goofy or uninteresting story. I also worry about who i'll share this book with. Cal? My parents? Even...you guys? I'm not sure. Don't be offended if I don't, because I'm now realizing how vulnerable an author is when s/he shares his/her work.
Maybe as the month goes on and my story develops I'll post pieces up...but for now...I am a ball of nerves!

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